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Tuesday, May 04, 2004

It's been a long.. long time.. WASSUP?!

Hey ya everyone.. HaHax.. Yes.. Yes.. After a very long.. long.. long time.. Then I update huh? Well.. Sorrie yeah.. Been damn busy.. Have damn a lot of problems.. Oh well.. I feel like giving a shout out.. Well.. You know like a dolphin breaching the surface with a pnuematic venting on it's blowhole.. I wish I could have a hole.. Well.. Besides having an asshole.. That's different yeah.. Anyways.. A lot of things has happened since I last updated my royal blog.. Wakaka! Well.. Actually.. One thing happened that has made a great impact to my life.. And it is sumthing of my mother's decision.. Well.. I dunno whether it's sad.. But.. Ermz.. Oh well.. I trust y'all yeah? Oh.. For your info.. Im letting my hearts out.. Okie okie.. Here goes..

Jeez! Haiz.. Life is getting so unpredictable.. Respect the saying," Things happen when you least expect it to.." It has.. For me that is.. Not only is it unpredictable.. It sucks too... THE MAX! Haiz.. Guess wad you want in life.. It's just too... impossible? Well.. HaHax.. Obviously, it aint! Oh god! I dunno whether I have to feelhappy, sad, excited or wadsoever.. Haiz.. Im so damn confuse.. Firstly, ppl aint telling me everything.. Everyone! Including Justin! Well.. I forgot.. He has to tell Fadz first.. HaHax.. Fadz! Wad's wrong with telling me first? I dunno.. Damn! It was just a stupid dream.. Who cares anyway.. Oh... By the way.. He's still not telling me.. Yeah.. Yeah..Guess it's really embarassing to tell me huh? Okie okie.. Forget abt the dream.. Haiz.. But! In case you're wondering.. Im not jealous.. I dun get jealous easily.. Anyway, Fadz is his sis... Im just pissed.. Why is everyone telling me last? Haiz.. Last.. Last..

Oh.. Abt my family.. WORST! I cant believe it.. I mean.. Even my younger brother aged 14 knows more than I do.. Sucks rite? There's this song extrated from Britney Spears.. " Dun.. Dun ever let me be the last to know.. Dun hold on.. Just let it go.." That song.. Yeah.. Even Britney doesnt wanna be the last to know.. CRAP LA! Haiz.. I dunno.. Life has been darn unfair to me.. It really has.. SO! VERY! EXTREMELY! How far should I believe the words of my father? That he is saying or telling the truth? SUCKS! He claims that my mums is seducing him.. My mom?? Seducing?? IMPOSSIBLE! I really hope one of these are true.. That.. That I am only dreming.. That it is just words.. Words that definitely turn out to be fake.. To be a big time fake.. That he is making everything up.. That life doesnt mean anything to me anymore.. I didnt know relationgships has it's intervals.. Well.. For your information.. my parents are divorced.. Well.. I didntknow so much love can be reborn after 4 yrs of hell.. 4 yrs of so much sufferings.. How am I to endure? How long can I take it to stand this pain? This confusion.. That is playing in my mind..Erase them off! All of it.. No more memories.. I didnt know my mum loves him loads... I thot she has always hated him.. Which made me hates him too.. But on the other hand, loves him too... Oh! This confusion!! It aint fair.. How come I didnt see it coming before? I should've.. I could've.. I didnt know her hearts beats for him.. Her every breath was him.. Every words was him.. Every dream was about him.. Every blink of an eye was her love for him.. I didnt know! Guess.. I've come to realise.. 4 yrs.. She's been keeping it away from me.. her children... Why did you? He asked for you hand in marriage again.. Would you accept? All I know is that you'll do it for us.. But I know you love him..I can see it coming.. It all makes sense now.. You love him.. Probably more than us.. But we all understand.. We dun mind wad decisions you come up with.. We'll respect it.. I love you so much, mum.. I really do.. I couldnt be anymore happy then to see you happy.. You are my strength.. My everything! Muackz! A mum's sufferings can never been repaid.. Mum, you've been through tonnes..Thick and thin.. Tears or joys.. You are still standing strong.. Respect to you! Props to you!

Okie.. End of story abt that.. Guess wad? Yesterday was my 2nd month-versary.. Wakaka! So happy.. I am? HaHax... Anyway.. Justin.. I love you.. Love you so much yeah.. Muackz!

Okie okie.. I gtg.. I need to study.. Haiz.. So stressful man... Buaiz...!! =)

P/s: If there's errors in language or grammar, do tell me.. Thanks..

Posted at Tuesday, May 04, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Friday, April 23, 2004

GreeTinGz!

whahahahahax! this ish not pweencess! i aint tat cute! hahax! but still can fite! im de one and only pwince! actually...im her dear!,Justin lah...due to de fact tat this blog has spiderwebx all around...pweencess asked me to help her slay off everything! i mean clean up the blog if ya guyz dunno wad i mean...so...now...im updatin her blog for her! aint tat sweet?!ermx...me not pweencess...so dunno wad 2 write...!welll...ermz...eh...lalalalala...*woot*ermz...oh yar! i scored a goal! whahhahax! lame!hahahax! kkx...now dunno wad to write about...if i think liao...than update again ar! Pweencess will be back after she have selected the pwinces to be a her groom...!actually...she has already choosen liao....but i dunno who...well...she will be back in a few more daes!

ermx! tats all 4 now ar! so buaiz! love ya pweencess! whahahax!

Posted at Friday, April 23, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

My days.. HaHax.. PAthetic!!

Im sorrie I've not been updating.. Been really busy these days.. Haiz..

Yesterday was Megat's Birthday.. HaHax.. And guess wad happened? AwWwW.. He was being sabotaged! HaHax.. I threw eggs at him.. CoOL! FuN! Worth buying the eggs.. And of course, we had to clean it up.. But hu cares?! We had tonnes of fun..!! Im sorrie yeah Megat.. HaHax.. Hey! But have you ever heard an ex girlfren sabotaging ex boyfren on his birthday..?? HaHax.. I juz experience that.. Dear, you really do not have to read this part.. But.. Oh well...

Today, nothing really happened.. Er.. Lemmi think again.. OH! Yesh! During assembly, we had this Physics Magic Show thingy.. YUP! And the whole of Mentaleetix Code had to go up on stage, excluding Az and Shaz.. Malu sak! Oh Shaz, we got the fame for 10 minutes today.. HaHax.. And damn you're not famous in Korea or wadever shit!! HaHax! At least the 5 of us are famous in Coral.. The Coral students will talk abt us to other ppl.. Dun worrie.. HaHax.. Im starting to crap rite? Oh well..

For tomorrow, in case Im not updating, after skool, we have extra lessons on Histoy.. CRAP! Then we'll be doing my SBL(Student Base Learning).. Haiz.. After that, watch the MPAJAs.. versus.. hell-i dunno-who.. But i only know that it's Afat's group.. which consist Kavin, Kavan, Azim and all lah.. Good luck to them!! Wonder how it'll be like tomorrow.. Coz the last time, it was a draw.. Was not really good.. But it's aite..

Well, that's it.. Buaiz! =)

Im in group..
Group C3
You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don't have a limited number of friends. You consider life a very beautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found to be a very sincere lover. You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds.

My favourite colour..

If your personal colour is blue, you are introspective and purposeful by nature. You hold conservative beliefs and under stressful conditions, prefer to withdraw into gentler surroundings. You seem to have a lot of control over your passions and desires, but are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others, nonetheless. You are a loyal friend and would prefer to lead a sober life.

Posted at Tuesday, March 30, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Monday, March 22, 2004

FuRz DaY oF sKoOl.. AfTeR tHe MaRcH hOlIdAyS ThAt Is..

I got back my results.. I failed everything!! Everything!! Aaargh! Except for my Combine Humanities.. Oh.. I haven got back my English.. Wad else? Nothing i guess!! Uuurgh!! Haiz.. SUCKS man!!

Today, Im not myself.. Why? Because of the FUCKING results I've got today.. I feel like a FAILURE! Haiz.. Eventhough my bro said Im not.. Well.. Haiz.. Thanks anyway.. Aint gonna be long of a bloggie today.. I wanna apologise to my dear.. Im sorrie if I hurt you or wadever.. I hope you understand honey.. I've been thinking a lot.. Im not really sure wad.. But.. Haiz.. I dunno.. I dunno.. I dunno..

Jeez! Haiz.. I dun wanna say anything already.. SICK AND TIRED OF IT.. I'll better leave.. Buaiz..

Posted at Monday, March 22, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Saturday, March 20, 2004

5 days in a row!!

For 5 days in a row I've been spending almost every seconds and minutes in school! That's why I've not been updating... SUCKORS! Jeez! I dun call this holiday sia.. Seriously, I DUN! MOE is one clever bastard.. HaHax.. Sorrie.. But.. Yeah.. They give us holidays, but they never tell us that they already planned stuff for us.. Er.. You know wad I mean.. Okie... So let me update u guys..

On Monday.. Ermz.. Well, you know.. I went to that so-called camp.. Should've called it camp anyway..

Tuesday, Had to go to skool because I had a project to finish up.. Oh damn.. That project.. Haiz.. We took like.. Er.. 13 hours to finish up that thing.. Well, Not really.. 14 or 15 hours for the Fadz, Ida and Az... I was the leader of the group.. But I only took 13? NO! You cant judge by hours.. Coz I do more stuffs okie? HaHax.. Anyway.. Yeah.. The project is on Tourism.. And damn! We did great! It turned out great! Oh.. My props to ya' all! And for me too! HaHax.. I went to Ida's grandma's house that day.. I wanna apologise to Ida's cousin.. I suddenly kinda shouted at him.. Well, not really.. I said,"OH MY GOD!" That's all.. But that lil' guy was hurt, I guess.. SoOo sorrie!

Wednesday, I went to skool again.. Because, first, I had to hand in the project coz Miss Lum, teacher-in-charge-, had to hand in the project.. So yeah.. Secondly, I had netball so-called training.. I actually cannot call that training.. Well, not for me.. For my juniors, coz I was training them.. Well, Mr Quek asked me to.. "Bo pian.." HaHax.. It was fun.. Real fun.. I hope they had fun too.. And Amanda, thanks for your compliment.. She said my shooting was good.. 100%! HaHax..

For Thursday.. Ermz.. Did I go to skool? Oh.. I kinda.. I had another project to do.. One busy women eh? HaHax.. This project is on Labrador Park.. All the shits you have to do.. Haiz.. Sianz..

Friday, I went to skool again.. Why? I had to train the girls again for netball.. After that, went to do the movies to watch "The Eye 2".. Scary.. but I wun put words as scary as Ming Xiang or Shaz would.. HaHax.. Ming Xiang was covering his eyes!! HaHax.. Oh.. So was Fadz.. HaHax... After that, stuff happens.. HaHax.. Cannot say here.. Ermz.. At night, I went to Lau Pa Sat with my family.. Had a wonderful time.. When was the last time we spent time together? Haiz.. Ate a lot! I mean it a lot! Went home around 1.. DAMN tired!

As for today, I went to make my I/C! FINALLY! If not, I would be posponing the damn thing... Busy, as usual.. HaHax.. Went with my mum today.. After that went to CK Tang.. SHOPPING! FUN!! I bought bags, perfumes and stuff... My mum too.. HaHax...

That's it ya' all.. Take care aite? Buaiz!

Posted at Saturday, March 20, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Monday, March 15, 2004

GOD! SoOoO BORING! JEEZ!

Had this malay workshop thingy.. I thot workshops are suppose to be like 2 or 3 hours... But this.. Haiz.. God-knows-why 8 hours! Haiz! Plus.. It was sOoOo BORING! Eh! But one thing good abt that thing rite, is the FOOD! HaHax.. I mean.. You got 3 breaks! One in the morning, for the breakfast kinda thing, the lunch break and the tea-time.. HaHax.. Cool huh?

Oh.. At the end of the workshop, we had to compose a song.. CRAP! I hate writing malay songs! My vocab and my idioms and stuff for malay juz SUCKS! We had trouble doing it.. Luckily, Nabilah came to save the day.. She suggested the melody from a Kids' channel from Kids' central and juz compose the lyrics.. BOY! was she smart.. HaHax.. Did it, sounded okie.. And made everyone laughed! HaHax.. Oh.. They clapped for us too! HaHax.. Thot it was rather crappy and childish yet fun and interesting.. If you know wad I mean..

Well, I guess that's it for now.. Buaiz!=)

Posted at Monday, March 15, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Sunday, March 14, 2004

PROJECT! PROJECT! PROJECT!

I have been doing project for the past 2 weeks.. Uuurgh! I didnt get the proper sleep I need.. Wait.. I nvr do.. HaHax.. Anyway...

Today.. The FIRST time in life.. I woke up early on the day I should spend relaxing or catching up my sleep... But.. NO! Instead, I had to do a project.. Well, it's not really a project.. It's more to a competition project.. Yeah.. Sumthing like that.. Did I tell you wad time I woke up today? i woke up at 0645 at furz.. but then I thot.."DAMN! Still early.." So then i went to sleep again and woke up at 0730.. Oh.. Was I tired alrite.. Went to Ida house.. We reached her house at 0915 like that.. We chilled for a while.. And starting on our work at 1200.. Yeah.. So we chilled alot! HaHax..

After that, I had to go for my A. Maths tuition.. Ermz.. I didnt wanna go! But I went.. Because I didnt last week.. So yeah... And.. Ermz.. My honey picked me up.. Ermz.. HaHax..
He was bored and stuff.. Actually, if not, it's okie yeah,hon? I dun wan ya to waste your time.. But since you're bored.. And since I miss you (I ADMIT!).. I said okie.. Was worth while eventhough it was 15-20 mins.. It was worth while.. HaHax..

So.. I guess that's it.. Buaiz!=)

Posted at Sunday, March 14, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Saturday, March 13, 2004

Pweecess' Befday!!

"Happy Birthday to me!Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!Happy Birthday to me!"

Happy Birthday to me!! Once again.. HaHax.. Ermz.. It's the Pweencess' Befday! And you guys are invited to her royal palace and celebrated her royal birthday... NOT!! HaHax.. I dun even have one.. Ermz.. Well... To the eyes of my family and love ones, Im the Pweencess but to you guys.. Well... Maybe Im juz royally FLUSHED! HaHax.. If you know wad I mean.. If you dun.. Still got a long way to go.. Loads of luck! HaHax.. Anyway.. Haiz.. DAMN! Im 15! Getting older and older each day.. You age changes over 375 days.. That's like.. WOW! Rather fast...

Well, I got a chocolate cake from my netball fren, Rachel, Cheryl, Jac and Sabrina.. Haiz.. How thotful of them.. It was nice.. Ermz.. SO CLEVER! HaHax.. Received a bag from my bros.. A purse from my cousin.. A necklace from my dear, Justin.. A bear from my best fren and 'sis'.. Wow.. But.. Guess wad? There's more to come.. OH! I cant wait.. HaHax.. But the best gift is definitely from my Justin.. Haiz.. Dear.. Sorrie I didnt get anything for you on your befday.. IM BROKE! HaHax.. So sorrie yeah.. Oh well.. He understands..

Celebrated my befday with my lovely family.. Well, unfortunately, not outside.. But we still had fun even if it's at home.. We always do.. And my mum.. Awww.. Was she sweet.. She sacrificed her 'Dinner and Dance' thingy juz because it's my befday.. BUT! She has to anyway.. Im her ONLY daughter..

Well.. I had fun today.. I have to.. I must.. it's my birthday, remember? HaHax.. Well, I guess that's it.. Buaiz! =)

Posted at Saturday, March 13, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Friday, March 12, 2004

Jet lag!! Haiz..

Sorrie I've not been updating.. understand me ppl.. How long have I not been updating ah? Weeks i suppose... the last time was abt the '3rd March' thingy rite? Ermz.. I think not weeks la.. abt 1 week only.. Ermz...

Okie the last time I had my Common Test.. That's why.. Ermz.. Oh.. But did i tell you guys I flung my Geography exam? HaHax.. I got 19/50! CRAP! HaHax.. But who cares.. Oh... the Eng, M.T, E. Maths, A. Maths and Combine Science was, well.. pretty okie.. But Combine Science's Chemistry SUCKS! Uuuurgh! Hard sia.. Oh.. Between Elementary or Additional Maths, A. Maths was kinda easier than E. Maths.. HaHax.. Kim, dear, sorrie hor.. But ppl call me Maths expert.. HaHax.. But I dun think so lehz.. Wang hui, Kristin, Zi Wei they all more expert.. I, okie okie la.. HaHax..

On Thursday, 11 March 2003, had Inter-house Games Day.. Fun! but.. sumthing really bad and disgusting.. Long story.. But I guess my fren's blog has a story abt it.. As usual.. they are the 'sam pahs'! HaHax.. I played netball as always.. PRO! HaHax.. Sorrie dear.. Again.. HaHax.. I also became the referee.. 'Bo pian!' HaHax..

For today.. Had cross country and Talentime.. IT WAS GREAT! "Go Fadz!".. HaHAx.. Discoveres is THIRD!! With a vice-captain like me.. Haiz.. HaHax.. Dear.. Third time liaoz.. HaHax.. Sorrie again.. HaHax.. Talentime, my first and second 'sister' took part.. Cooool! HaHax.. They sing like frogs sia.. HaHax.. Luckily never rain sia today.. HaHax.. But dun worrie.. This is audition.. If never get to go any further, I'll sumhow support you.. If get.. All the best! I will also suppoer ah sia...

And now.. Im stuck in this computer room doing my competition project thingy.. Haiz.. Boring.. But wad to do? Im selected... Dear!! HaHax.. It just came out.. HaHax.. Sorrie sorrie.. HaHax.. How many time liaoz ah? HaHax..

Okie.. I guess that's it.. Buaiz.. =)

Posted at Friday, March 12, 2004 by pweencess_z
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Saturday, March 06, 2004

3rd March-Happiest day.. Or is it? HaHax..

Happiest Day.. Or is it? HaHax.. Joking only ah.. dun take it too hard okie dear? HaHax.. Oh.. here cannot dear-dear.. Sorrie... msn oso cannot okie? so sorry.. er.. Oh.. 3rd march! 3:23pm if im not wrong..

Anyway... Been really busy.. And u mean it REAL busy... haiz... Exam's are in 2 days' time.. The stress and pressure is growing.. Everything is so intense.. I guess.. HaHax... I mad liaoz.. HaHax.. On Mon, there's English, Social Studies and History. On Tues, E. Maths and M.T and on Wed, there's C. Science and A. Maths.. Aaargh!! Man.. Seriously ah.. I haven study.. Haiz.. Oh.. but..

Today rite.. studied with Muhaimin a.k.a Min (my cuz), Justin (can call ya dat?) and Shameel.. Then met Ming Xiang a.k.a M.X.. Ermz.. he said he wanna study with Chester And his stead, Shu an but ended up with us coz there's Shameel and Min.. HaHax.. esp. Shameel.. That joker!! HaHax.. Today sumthing happened.. Er.. Cannot tell you all.. HaHax..

Er.. I got family leh!! HaHax.. My own.. Er.. Me (Wilma) and Justin (DaDa).. Me daughters, Ery and Azwani as Pebbles and Bam-Bam respectively.. I got Pebbles before i got "married" to Fred.. And i got Bam-Bam after i got "married" to Fred.. HaHAx.. Oh... I got me 3 sisters and around 2 brothers.. Ida, Shaz and Fadz are my sisters.. And Gab and Abg Ewul are my loving brothers... Love all of you loadz!!

Well I guess that's it... I dunno wad to say liaoz.. Buaiz!

Posted at Saturday, March 06, 2004 by pweencess_z
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